My Story
How I went from a lost cause to a 6 figure business owner at 20
Where it begins
I started my journey at the age of 13-14 in South Africa, I had just lost my mom to cancer and I had to move out of my family home and stay with my brother. This was the first time I had to take responsibility for myself, nobody was pushing me to do anything anymore.
Where it begins
With nobody pushing me anymore, I started to notice "myself" my thoughts, my beliefs, what was actually "me" without anybody telling me what to do. What did I find? I hated myself. I blamed myself for what happened to my mom and family and I truly believed that I was a burden and I should suffer, didn't deserve anything. So I self sabotaged, I lay around sleeping all day, being disgusting and hardly showering, addicted to videogames, porn, etc.
The first turn
I eventually came to a decision. I was either going to take some damn responsibility or off myself, because I couldn't live like this and I was tired of people treating me like trash. I started my first glimpses of self improvement, later discovering self improvement youtubers who I started to follow religiously. Come the end of the year, I moved back with my dad in a small town called "Ladybrand" and started high school.
High School
I had no social skills in high school because I was homeschooled at first. I felt like an outcast, and I was running an internal hell script so I also sabotaged myself. I may have looked okay on the outside, but I HATED myself.
The "Action"
So I tried what the self improvement gurus told me. Take endless action, get money, get big at gym, work hard, start a business... And then you'll be happy. I did those things, but the internal hell remained. I still wasn't getting the things that I wanted (mostly love and acceptance), I blamed the outside world without realizing I was creating my own hell.
The Loop Of Self Sabotage
My constant self sabotage started to become apparent. I could start things, but never finish them. I could build a business, but never follow through with it. (My first business was building and selling go karts + doing mechanical work). I would make progress toward a goal then stagnate. One month would be amazing and the next I'd be at zero again. This went ON and ON, but I was never aware of the loop. I thought it was just "life"
It Became REAL
Now this was painful in high school, sure. But finishing high school and entering the real world? Fuck. I had to move out and support myself at 18. My internal state started to affect me for real. I couldn't get a job, I couldn't generate enough income to survive, and it was because deep down inside I didn't believe I was worthy to charge for anything. My heart would race every time I'd ask for money for ANYTHING. The bills started to pile up, my dad got sick of giving me any kind of support, and I had to act... FAST.
The Rise And The Fall
I followed the online gurus advice again. I started an online business. At first, it was a content agency I started with a very good friend. We worked relentlessly and got it to $8k a month at it's peak. I also later started a trading business and grew that to $20k a month at it's peak. This was UNREAL money for me given my background and my family history with money. As you can guess, the self sabotage took over and both businesses came CRASHING down. It happened so fast I thought I was being punished by god. In reality? I was emotional, got too greedy, lazy, and thought I was on top of the world. Deep down inside I "knew" I was going to fail. Cherry on top? This put me $50k+ in debt of refunds + credit cards + loans.
Change Of Environment
I had to go sleep on my brother's couch, and I grinded to try and fix my mistakes. The chaos got ridiculous, and I saved up enough to go to Thailand and meet my friend there. We weren't able to kickstart the agency again, and ultimately I ended up stranded in Thailand. I had completely given up, and I was just burning time with what little savings I had left, messing around and waiting to go homeless and rot. I was a complete lost cause.
The Mastery Journey
I started looking for some magic "escape" from the hell I had brought onto myself. I had heard about manifestation, spirituality and LOA etc. It didn't work for shit, but I decided to go deeper and research it. I began to go deep on my internal state, and I discovered that altering my mindset and having an internal conversation with myself, almost as if trying to convince god to help me... Worked? It got me moving, it seemed to change reality around me, but it wasn't something I could replicate or sustain.
It Got WORSE
I gave up completely. It felt like I was fighting every day just to survive. I hated working, hated trying to get the next couple dollars to live, couldn't afford to go back to South Africa... Eventually just let go, tried to sleep in a filthy hotel bathroom and laughed my ass off for hours at how fucked my life was. What gave me motivation to keep going was a girl I met in Thailand who absolutely would NOT give up on me. She saw something in me that I didn't, and I wanted to keep going for her.
The Turning Point
And then it clicked. I found the esoteric system of metaphysics. This wasn't LOA bullshit, this was the real shit. The stuff that secret socieites have kept hidden for thousands of years from the public. I began to influence my internal state, I began to apply the system, I practiced, I got tested by reality, and I added my own twists to it. Things may have seemed to stay the same, but my internal state did not. I had an internal peace like I never did before. It felt like I had poured a generational trauma out of my body. This was January 2025. I KNEW that something had changed, I could feel that what I wanted was on the way.
It Clicked
It fucking worked. I influenced reality with my mind. February I discovered a hidden niche and business model that was a blue ocean and I went all in on it and became profitable almost immediately. $5.5k in March. Reality went quiet, things completely changed from that moment. No research done, no systems, no grinding. It all came to me and it felt like a perfect path was carved for me. I had to put in effort, but the path was already there because I had created it in my mind MONTHS before this.
It All Became Real
So I spent tens of hours meditating, changing my internal state and figuring out exactly the type of person I wanted to be. What would I look like, what would my environment be, what would my network be like, where would I live, etc. Then I pushed it through the esoteric system and I waited for reality to shift... It did. The system works. I went and spent time in Bali, lived the exact scenarios that I had planned in my head, produced the exact content I wanted to produce, and things just got better.
It All Became Real
Not only did I become who I desired, my environment reflected it. I got into the rooms with the BEST entrepreneurs, got access to the BEST networks in the world and am now surrounded by likeminded people who constantly push each other to be better. I couldn't possibly have imagined any of this a year ago, yet my life completely changed in about 6 months when the information finally clicked. I went from a lost cause to a 6 figure business owner at 20, I have my dream life in every single aspect, and I'm only getting started.
I've Mastered Transformation
Are my results insane? Absolutely not. But what is insane is my transformation. I have mastered the art of taking lead and turning it into gold. I was a lost cause, I was a burden, and I turned myself into someone respectable through the esoteric. What I've ultimately learned is that massive transformation does not lie on the other side of years of hustle, but rather through very subtle shifts in consciousness that anybody can do. That's why I created AffinitiFlow 2.0, to help you achieve your goals and enter your desired reality without another system, another strategy, or another 1000 hours of grinding without even being aligned to your business.
I've Mastered Transformation
And if you've already built something amazing, but you don't feel authentically aligned to it, you're sick of grinding, you're sick of trying to force reality to change while being stuck in the same cycles... I can help. The same system that transformed my life can easily help you 3-5x your revenue in tiny timelines, change everything without working harder, and quantum leap into your desired reality. I practice what I preach, I have the results to prove my system, and so do my clients. If you feel aligned, book a call below and I'll see if I can help you.
